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Mass Effect 2 Character Journal : “SSV Normandy SR1 Crash Site”

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Commander Andreas Sheppard Journal.
N7 Service Number : 5923-AC-2826 - REACTIVATED
Commanding Officer (CO) - SSV NORMANDY SR1 - DESTROYED
Commanding Officer (CO) - NORMANDY SR2 - ACTIVE
"SSV Normandy SR1 Crash Site" - Planet : Alchera - System : Amada - Omega Nebula
April 28th 2185
Rebirth + 16 (days)
LOG ENTRY 17.0.0
As we approached the planet "Alchera" I stood on the bridge, watching the planet spin in the same orbit it did 2 years ago... this was where I died... this was... where..
Tali distracted me from thinking of that and helped me change into my gear. She wanted to come with me; but I told her I wanted to go alone the first time. She was my ship, and the crew died under my command... I died there... I needed to see it first.
Supplemental 17.1.1
Just on the shuttle on my way down; I can see the Normandy now, it .. its laid out like a broken body, torn apart and dead in the snow. We are just about to land... I guess its time to face the ghosts of my past.

Supplemental 17.1.0 (on the ground)
I took a few hours just walking the crash site, every time I found a bit of wreckage a tear caught my eye; I couldn't wipe them away in the helmet which made it even worse.
I stopped out every large piece and memories flushed back; walking the halls... seeing the Normandy being built.. I was there when they launched her and here I am at her grave.
I've found a few dog tags, we had about 20 to 30 people dead on the ship and I found some of their dog tags; Alliance Command will like to have these...
Supplemental 17.1.1
I just stopped myself from breaking down; I just found my helmet... From what Miranda told me, if my head hadn't been protected by this on my landing through atmosphere I would not have been brought back to life. I Picked it up and would keep this myself; Liara has my tags and I will have this.
Supplemental 17.1.2
Alliance Command and Admiral Hackett wanted me to put a memorial stand in front something I thought was special for a Memorial to be built here. So I placed it in front of the Normandy SR1 Sign. This would be the best place for it.. to the memory of all the crew.
Supplemental 17.2.0 (Normandy)
It was a long shuttle ride back, when I got back to the Normandy I went straight to my quarters; Tali came up an hour later to make sure I was okay... I couldn't help but break down in front of her. She had never seen me like this before and I could tell she was crying too; we talked about the mission and how I feel about it. I told her we needed to do it but I wished it wasn't me... I was just a soldier, and I've been pulled into this because I HAVE to do it, no one else would do it... Does that make me a Hero? Probably... but if No one else does it... We would all be dead right now.
Supplemental 17.2.1
After I finally calmed down, Tali left and went back to her quarters; I told Joker to set a course for Pragia, we are going to finish Jack's personal destruction mission then go on to the reaper Remains.
AFTER ACTION REPORT
SSV Normandy SR1 Crash Site Located
Normandy Memorial placed
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