The Howling screams of Pure despair,By Lewis Stockton
The falling drones of Hope and Passion;
The War I fight has just begun.
I fight for Hope, Passion and Love
But words fail me at the time.
My soul falls like a wingless Angel
and I want to confess to you;
My Admiration and Love for you.
But thought Plagues my mind,
like a Plague of Locust.
Please hear my Last Confession;
The Ramblings of a Lost Soul
and understand why I fight;
Raging this War Alone.
A Blog containing My Idea's, Scribblings, Larkisms and anything that falls from my head
20110730
War
20110729
Be Human
Here is a little Poem / Sonnet / Ballard I have written a few weeks ago but haven't put it up on the internet yet so here it is now. Its called “Be Human”.
Death without Life, War without Peace,
I fight on without Hesitation.
Duty without Recognition, Honour without Love,
I fight on without Falter.
I watched my Comrades dies,
Butchered, massacred and shredded,
She lay in my Arms, taking her last Breath.
All she says is two words:
their meaning clear,
Life without Death, to have peace without War,
to get recognition for Duty and to Love with honour,
All these in two words…
… Be Human….
By Lewis Stockton
20110715
APB – A Very Broken Game
Lately I have been having the attempt at playing All Points Bulletin, APB. APB is basically a game of Cops & Robbers, with players being either the Criminals; the Robbers, or pursuing them as the Enforcers; the Cops. The Basic concept is for the Enforcers to stop the Criminals doing their job. My first character was an Enforcer and went by the name “HlaineLarkin”, a testament to the Gaunts Ghosts character of the same name. I played about an hour on this account a few months back and did not touch the game again until the past few days.
A few days ago my brother asked me to install it again to play it with again with him but this time as a Criminal; so I set forth to create my Criminal of the name “TonaShrike”; another testament but this time to my own character from my Novel; ‘The Way the Stars Fall’. As you can probably guess from the name, Tona is a woman; I always create a female character for my second character, its just the way I do things.
This Character has grown quite far; and I shape her to what I think Tona would look like as a Criminal; a red headed killer, a Valkyrie that takes her victims to the Afterlife. Anyway APB is a broken game; broken in the fact that it has no anti-cheat system so most people on the game use Aimbots, proven by the instant deaths you get when walking around a corner to die by 100 bullets all hitting your characters head-hitbox but also in the fact that the matchmaking system does not work at all by posting new players up against hard veterans.
Despite this I seem to be playing a little bit of it, even if I do rage at the insta-deaths that keep occuring every other minute. If you wish to add Me, Pop Me a message on My facebook or even Email me @ LewisStocktonNovelist@Gmail.com and I will give my server information and Add you to the Clan – ISS Serenity; Another testament to ‘The Way the Stars Fall’
20110714
Ilmarian Productions Information
As some of you might know, I am currently in the midst of making a Gaming group; Ilmarian Productions. If you did not know, here are the links to the pages I have set up:
Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/pages/Ilmarian-Productions/241212245904298?sk=info
Youtube Channel - http://www.youtube.com/user/IlmarianProductions
More videos will be put up on the channel and information will be spread using the Facebook page, we just need more members to be watching it. Currently the main people making videos are myself (lewis / larkin) My Brother who will be starting soon, Michael and also a few other people who will be adding stuff to the site such as Callum.
Anyway, Will post some updates on my Novel as well in the next blog post and also as one of the videos on the Youtube Channel. I will also be placing some Readings on the Channel from my Novel as well as on my own channel. here is the link to my Channel and in the following blogs I will post other links to other members of Ilmarian Productions
My Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/lewis.stockton
My Channel - http://www.youtube.com/user/shrike7953